2 years old - loverutheone

2 years old - loverutheone
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Love is a feeling, a way to express out your innermost care.

Love is a joy for two, to be together no matter sadness or happiness.

Love is a must for spiritual growth.Love makes you real; otherwise you remain just a fantasy, a dream with no substance in it..

Love gives you substance,integrity.Don/t avoid love.go through it,with all its pain.yes its hurts..but if you are in love it does not matter.in fact,all those hurts strengthen you.sometimes it really hurts badly,terribly, but all those wound are necessary to provoke, to challenge you.

Love is not a passion,Love is not an emotion,Love is a very deep understanding that somebody somehow completes you.

The presence of the other enchances your presencethe feeling is strong, just that pure presence, nothing else, is enough to make you happy...you are in love.

Sex is not love,sex is just a exercise between two body,so never think sex as love,otherwise you will be deceived.

The feeling of being love...the care, the way of being possess by someone, the hug, the kiss by someone you love is totally undescriable.....it can only be feel.......where is the love?

The new Enviroment - colorado - part 10

Juliana moved to America and started her new life with Victor, she miss her family very much and also fabian.She cried almost every night, she had to hide her tears every night before she goes to bed.

Juliana's routine life in colorado is kind of boring, she would cook breakfast and dinner for victor, and wait for him to come home everyday.Her only entertainment the internet and tv....throught internet she made a few filipino friends around her neighbourhood, sometimes she would go out with her friends.

Juliana wanted to study, she had asked victor to help her to enroll in a local college, but victor keep telling her to wait.Juliana could only wait wait wait....the most happiest thing she could do everyday is using the internet yahoo messenger chatting with her best friends, catherine and wendy and also sometimes she would meet fabian online...but she put blocked fabian from seeing her.They had not chat with each other for 6 months...neither did fabian ever send her a message online or even a offline message.

The date of departure - Juliana's flight PQ211 - part 9

Victor had settled everything for Juliana,he brought a new house for Juliana's family, and gave a sum of $$$ to Juliana parents as part of their wedding.The day before Juliana leave for America,she is still confused by her action, she asked herself,did she make the right choice to accept Victor? the big age gap between them, 30 years, is there going to be love? Juliana cried, she will miss her family, her friends here.She is going to a country that totally different from her culture here.A new enviroment is waiting her to discover, and the chance for her to her dream, the first step to it. Juliana told herself, she wanted to work hard and earn alot of $, she wana upgrade herself in everything. Before Juliana went to the airport, she use her cell phone and sent Fabian a last sms. she wrote, " good bye, take care always, all the best."

The goodbye to philippines- part 8

2 weeks after that phone call to Victor, he came back again to surigao and meet Juliana.He was excited about his future young beautiful wife going to be.Victor promised juliana, he would help her family and support her family in financial.

Juliana packed her luggages and left Luzon without a word,she does not want Fabian to know that she actually going to marry to Victor.She told no one except her 2 best friend, Wendy and Catherine.

Wendy and Catherine did not really support her idea of marrying to Victor, but as their best friend, she had to give their the support.

The night before Juliana left for America, she went to the beach 2 miles away from her house. That usual hang out place for her and Fabian, the place where she agreed to be Fabian's girlfriend 2 years ago.

Juliana sat by the coconut tree and cry after looking at the engraving of
" Fabian love Juliana forever "

that words that both engraved together on that coconut tree bark.

She cry asked herself,

" why? why? did this love faded between me and Fabian? "

Juliana took a small stone and engraved a few words on that same coconut tree again....

she wrote,
" Mingaw ko nimu(which means i miss u in cebuano), Fabian, goodbye 23 11 2007 "

The chance of her dream - part 7

That heart break call to Fabian gave Juliana a final verdict to herself, she decided to go America with Victor.She had think throught a few nights, crying out and thinking about her future, her family future and Fabian.

She told herself, she want a change of her life.But she is still confused by her sudden action.America? is the only chance for her to change her life?

Annnouncement!! loverutheone is back!

Hi all readers, after this few months, i had decide to continue finish this loverutheone story 2 - the girl from luzon.

Actually all the stories i wrote in here is true and happened before,this time im part of this "told half way story", i will continue to write part 7 after this long 8 mths.

stay tune for this romantic, lovely? heartache story. :)

The phone call - part 6 Juliana had not talk to fabian for a long time, it had been months.So she decided to call him and tell him about Victor's proposal.But she ended up a disappointing call. Juliana called, "Hi baby, what are you doing now? i miss you so much." A woman answered the phone, "which baby you looking for?" Juliana replied, "sorry,maybe i dial the wrong number." Juliana called again, "Fabian? is it you?." The woman answered again, "Fabian? who are you looking for him?,Im his girlfriend." Juliana drop her hp off her hand, and did not reply to that woman.She keep asking herself why?why?why? why did their love became like that? who is that woman? is it Fabian's new girlfriend?Juliana cried the whole day inside her room. ........ Fabian just reached home from his training,he did not bring his hp, left his hp in the toliet the whole day, that woman,Rachal is her new girl friend in Manila.Rachal told Fabian that just now, a woman called his hp. Fabian rushed to the toliet and picked up his hp, it was Juliana. Fabian called Juliana, the phone rang a few times,Juliana did not want to answer. Fabian texted her in sms, " Jul, i know you find out the truth,im sorry to hurt you,i just can/t bring myself to tell you this,i hope you understand,our love had really faded,our dreams are not the same,is better that we part." Juliana after seeing the message,she did not reply Fabian.Instead, she called Victor and told him,she accepted his proposal.Juliana was confused by her action, she knew she made this rush acception is to hide her feeling away from Fabian and at the same time, she could accomplish her dreams to work oversea. Juliana told herself, she will forget Fabian! she wants him out of her life.She will not think of her anymore.