2 years old - loverutheone

2 years old - loverutheone
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Love is a feeling, a way to express out your innermost care.

Love is a joy for two, to be together no matter sadness or happiness.

Love is a must for spiritual growth.Love makes you real; otherwise you remain just a fantasy, a dream with no substance in it..

Love gives you substance,integrity.Don/t avoid love.go through it,with all its pain.yes its hurts..but if you are in love it does not matter.in fact,all those hurts strengthen you.sometimes it really hurts badly,terribly, but all those wound are necessary to provoke, to challenge you.

Love is not a passion,Love is not an emotion,Love is a very deep understanding that somebody somehow completes you.

The presence of the other enchances your presencethe feeling is strong, just that pure presence, nothing else, is enough to make you happy...you are in love.

Sex is not love,sex is just a exercise between two body,so never think sex as love,otherwise you will be deceived.

The feeling of being love...the care, the way of being possess by someone, the hug, the kiss by someone you love is totally undescriable.....it can only be feel.......where is the love?

The new Enviroment - colorado - part 10

Juliana moved to America and started her new life with Victor, she miss her family very much and also fabian.She cried almost every night, she had to hide her tears every night before she goes to bed.

Juliana's routine life in colorado is kind of boring, she would cook breakfast and dinner for victor, and wait for him to come home everyday.Her only entertainment the internet and tv....throught internet she made a few filipino friends around her neighbourhood, sometimes she would go out with her friends.

Juliana wanted to study, she had asked victor to help her to enroll in a local college, but victor keep telling her to wait.Juliana could only wait wait wait....the most happiest thing she could do everyday is using the internet yahoo messenger chatting with her best friends, catherine and wendy and also sometimes she would meet fabian online...but she put blocked fabian from seeing her.They had not chat with each other for 6 months...neither did fabian ever send her a message online or even a offline message.

The date of departure - Juliana's flight PQ211 - part 9

Victor had settled everything for Juliana,he brought a new house for Juliana's family, and gave a sum of $$$ to Juliana parents as part of their wedding.The day before Juliana leave for America,she is still confused by her action, she asked herself,did she make the right choice to accept Victor? the big age gap between them, 30 years, is there going to be love? Juliana cried, she will miss her family, her friends here.She is going to a country that totally different from her culture here.A new enviroment is waiting her to discover, and the chance for her to her dream, the first step to it. Juliana told herself, she wanted to work hard and earn alot of $, she wana upgrade herself in everything. Before Juliana went to the airport, she use her cell phone and sent Fabian a last sms. she wrote, " good bye, take care always, all the best."

The goodbye to philippines- part 8

2 weeks after that phone call to Victor, he came back again to surigao and meet Juliana.He was excited about his future young beautiful wife going to be.Victor promised juliana, he would help her family and support her family in financial.

Juliana packed her luggages and left Luzon without a word,she does not want Fabian to know that she actually going to marry to Victor.She told no one except her 2 best friend, Wendy and Catherine.

Wendy and Catherine did not really support her idea of marrying to Victor, but as their best friend, she had to give their the support.

The night before Juliana left for America, she went to the beach 2 miles away from her house. That usual hang out place for her and Fabian, the place where she agreed to be Fabian's girlfriend 2 years ago.

Juliana sat by the coconut tree and cry after looking at the engraving of
" Fabian love Juliana forever "

that words that both engraved together on that coconut tree bark.

She cry asked herself,

" why? why? did this love faded between me and Fabian? "

Juliana took a small stone and engraved a few words on that same coconut tree again....

she wrote,
" Mingaw ko nimu(which means i miss u in cebuano), Fabian, goodbye 23 11 2007 "

The chance of her dream - part 7

That heart break call to Fabian gave Juliana a final verdict to herself, she decided to go America with Victor.She had think throught a few nights, crying out and thinking about her future, her family future and Fabian.

She told herself, she want a change of her life.But she is still confused by her sudden action.America? is the only chance for her to change her life?

Annnouncement!! loverutheone is back!

Hi all readers, after this few months, i had decide to continue finish this loverutheone story 2 - the girl from luzon.

Actually all the stories i wrote in here is true and happened before,this time im part of this "told half way story", i will continue to write part 7 after this long 8 mths.

stay tune for this romantic, lovely? heartache story. :)

The phone call - part 6 Juliana had not talk to fabian for a long time, it had been months.So she decided to call him and tell him about Victor's proposal.But she ended up a disappointing call. Juliana called, "Hi baby, what are you doing now? i miss you so much." A woman answered the phone, "which baby you looking for?" Juliana replied, "sorry,maybe i dial the wrong number." Juliana called again, "Fabian? is it you?." The woman answered again, "Fabian? who are you looking for him?,Im his girlfriend." Juliana drop her hp off her hand, and did not reply to that woman.She keep asking herself why?why?why? why did their love became like that? who is that woman? is it Fabian's new girlfriend?Juliana cried the whole day inside her room. ........ Fabian just reached home from his training,he did not bring his hp, left his hp in the toliet the whole day, that woman,Rachal is her new girl friend in Manila.Rachal told Fabian that just now, a woman called his hp. Fabian rushed to the toliet and picked up his hp, it was Juliana. Fabian called Juliana, the phone rang a few times,Juliana did not want to answer. Fabian texted her in sms, " Jul, i know you find out the truth,im sorry to hurt you,i just can/t bring myself to tell you this,i hope you understand,our love had really faded,our dreams are not the same,is better that we part." Juliana after seeing the message,she did not reply Fabian.Instead, she called Victor and told him,she accepted his proposal.Juliana was confused by her action, she knew she made this rush acception is to hide her feeling away from Fabian and at the same time, she could accomplish her dreams to work oversea. Juliana told herself, she will forget Fabian! she wants him out of her life.She will not think of her anymore.

The West to East chat - part 5



Juliana miss Fabian, before Fabian left for Manila, he gave Juliana his favorite boxing gloves and told her, one day he will be back.



Whenever Juliana miss Fabian, she will take out the gloves from her drawer and look at it.



Victor never forgets about Juliana, he still remember her lovely pair of eyes, her sweet beautiful smile he had saw at the night market that night.



Victor would chat with Juliana until very late in the night, Juliana tells off her sorrows to the screen where Victor viewed every night.They became good friends in the net, and slowly Victor falls for her.Althought he knew, the 30 years old age gap between them, he wants to get settle down with a family after his divorce 10 years ago with his ex wife,Nancy.



This continuous West to East chat, developed something, a bond call "internet love" again, but this time Victor is very sure that Juliana is not a trans,cause he had meet her before a year ago, her smile is still left in his memory.





After 1 year, Victor came back to the village of surigao again, this time to meet Juliana.Victor fell for Juliana, and he proposed to her and wanted to her to go over to America with her.Juliana stilll could not forget Fabian,she wants to wait for him back.But Juliana also think that if she marry to Victor, she could success her dream earlier.

Juliana could not give herself a answer, future or love? she decided to give Fabian a call and tell him about it.

Fabian, her love - part 4

Juliana's love, fabian, althought he is a ambition guy but he is also a romantic guy.He trained at st jones boxing gym every day and is a boxer there.Everyday after his training, he would pick up Juliana off work at the bank with his bicycle.

Life was simple and sweet.

Both of them have dream, Juliana's dream is to work aboard somedays, Fabian's dream is to become a national boxer and fight in Manila national indoor stadium one day.

Chances came, for Fabian but not for Juliana.Fabian won the local annual boxing tournament in Luzon island.His fierce attacks, and no mercy blows in the ring attracted the head coach of Cebu boxing club in Manila.He was invited to the capital of Phlippines, Manila, this chance is a route and stepping stone for Fabian, his first step of his dreams.

Fabian asked Juliana to go over with him together in Manila.She rejected, she could not leave her family, she still have to work and support the family.So Fabian left for Manila to realise his dream.He promised Juliana, he will be back one day when he success.

They wrote letters to each other evey week without fail.The love is there, they managed to keep this love in the letters of writing, but the touch and feel is fading each days.

The dating website - lonely singles - part 3

Victor was lucky that his credit cards were still in his wallets.He was sad to find out the true of Mary, yet he did not want to go back America with no hope.Victor went to a internet cafe nearby the hotel where he stayed.Throught the Internet explorer that he used in one of the computer in the cafe, he found a website link in the history of internet explorer, the lonely singles, a dating website that locals used to create profile just like friendster..Victor register it and found Jane.

Jane is Juliana's cousin, she stays just 4 houses away from Juliana.Victor contacted Jane throught the message in lonely singles.At that time, Jane had a Australian boyfriend, and she was pregnant.So she did not meet Victor, instead she asked Juliana to meet Victor. Because both Juliana and Jane look alike in feature.

Juliana agreed to help Jane to meet Victor,but unknown that Victor is from lonely singles.

Their first meeting was at a night market, it was the first time Victor saw Juliana.Her beautiful long wavy hair, big twinkling eyes and little shy smile attracted him.Juliana did not really have any impression on him, cause Victor is just a 50 years old man, the gap age between them is really far apart, Juliana was 20 then.She came for the sake of Jane.But Juliana still become a friend to Victor.

Victor went back to colorado to continue his basketcall coaching, but at the same time, he still keeps contact with Juliana throught MSN.

The internet chat - part 2

Althought surigao is a small village, internet is still available.Juliana save part of her earnings in the office girl job to buy herself her first laptop, her first computer of her life.This laptop is her 1 year saving, a precious belonging to her.And it is also the tool for communication to the world,when she had free time, she will surf the net and log on to internet relay chats.

She had made some oversea online friends from america,singapore,switzerland.She continue to support the family and save a portion of her savings.She knew one day, this saving will come to a good use.She tried ways to ask her online friends find jobs for her overseas.She never success,she was devasted, but she never give up.

At the same time, she met fabian.Fabian is a boxer,he represented surigao village and Luzon island for local boxing matches.He met Juliana in the bank where she was working.Love stuck between them, and they started dating for a few weeks.

Juliana accepted Fabian, and they became couple.Fabian is also a ambition guy, to him, boxing come first, the ring is his first piority.His dream is to represent philippines in international tournament one day.

She pray to god everyday, hope one day her dream will come true.Just when she was about to give up the hope of working oversea.

A path of light came, hope came.........

Victor, was another chatter in the internet relay chats in another part of the hemisphere, he is a basketball coach in one of the high school in colorado, America.A frequent chatter in the net, brought himself to the amazing eastern part of the world, philippines.Victor came to surigao village look for a chat mate of his,Mary.Victor had chat with Mary for quite sometimes, he had fall in love with Mary.So this time, he came all the way from the west to the east,just to see the beauty of his eyes, his internet love.

But unknown to Victor, Mary is a trans, "she" had her sex change operation 3 years ago before "she" met Victor online, she started grow her hair long and put up make ups.Althought Mary was a guy before, "her" voice is girlish enough for her to pose as a girl.Victor did not notice the true identity of Mary till the 3rd night of his stay in surigao village,Victor found out the true when he saw the scar below Mary, when they were having sex.

Mary broke the news to him and told him the true, "she" was once a man.Victor was really puzzled and shocked to know that his "internet love" was once a guy.He could not accept "her".Victor broke off with Mary.

Mary was very sad, but "she" wanted a revenge on Victor."She" meet Victor at one of the bar to settle the ending "love" they had, unknown to Victor, while he went to the rest room, Mary spike his drinks."She" added sleeping pills into his drinks.The next day when Victor woke up, he found himself next to the rubbish bins in front of the bar.His moneys, his camera, his PDA were all gone, Mary took everything away.

The girl from the island call Luzon - part 1

In one of the thousand islands of philippines, there is a island called luzon.Just 5 km south of the sea port,luzon,there is a village call surigao.Juliana was born in the family of six, she stays with her 2 parents, and 3 younger brothers.Her dad is a fisherman,while her mum is a vendor at one of the food stall at surigao village.As the eldest child of the family, she had to look after her brothers, family and also at the same time continue her study in high school.

Juliana's dream since young is to be a doctor and she hope to work oversea somedays.In the village of surigao, most of the people there are fishermans, carpentars and farmers, rather a poor village.Juliana hope one day she could step out of the village and see the world one day. she dream she could go America or Europe one day, to see what is the other part of the world look like.

Tragic happened just when she finished high school, her dad got intestine cancer, the main bread winner of the family, her dad had no choice but to stop working as a fisherman, the house income drop.Her mum work 15 hours a day just to take over as the bread winner of the family, the little money that her mum earn is just enough for the family meals and dad's medical fees every month.

At the same time, Juliana with her good result, she managed to enter the best college in Luzon.She choose to drop school and work together with her mum to support the family.She did not forget her dream, she wants to work oversea one day.Altought she quit school for the family, she still managed to read some books and continue to study english herself when she is free.

She knew, english is the most important languages, it is the communication path for her in future for her dream.With her determination and strong will, and her above average english, she managed to find a office girl job at one of the bank in Luzon.

Valentine day 2008


Happy valentine day all! Loverutheone will have new stories soon, stay tune! sorry for not writing for so long.

Love is acceptance.

6 mths had past! Jinming had totally forgot about peijing, he just hope she is well and really in love, not fling this time.

Love is not selfish, Love is in you.

The Final truth - part 24

Jenny had added Jinming in msn.... but they had not really met in the net.Finally on 30 sept, they met in the msn.

Jenny told jinming everything about peijing...Jinming is so sad to know about the truth, what peijing had said and done are all lies.She cheated Johnston,and him.

In a moment of anger, he smsed peijing and scolded her, that fierce word "bitch" came into the picture.

Peijing was very angry when Jinming scolded her bitch.

In a fierce exchange of words in the sms,

Peijing typed,
" You are just a fool that let me play all around, a loser that try to turn the table, i deeply love my bf now, so get out of my life."

" Dumbo, it must be Johnston that had told you everything, i dun care who told you all this things, i dun give a damn on it, i did not cheat anyone."

Jinming was hurt by her words, he replied.
" bitch, i had never regret what i did all along for you, because what i had done is true to a person, at least my conscience is clear, if your conscience is not clear, you would not have message me in msn and told me you are sorry, what you had done, you know, karma will get you. "

That is the final ending of everything, 2 hours later, peijing tried to call jinming, but he never pick it up, he is very disappointed by her.

Jinming got the final answer of everything, the messenger send by heaven to tell him everything.Peijing had shown her true colour, but jinming still believe in the start, her words in the sms is based on a moment of anger, her conscience is not clear.He hate her,he force himself to hate her, so that he could forget her.

Jinming deleted her away from msn, deleted her away from friendster and facebook, deleted her blog url away from his fav list and had not read her blog since the day she knew she suddenly had a bf.

Johnston went back to his normal life, still a manager in his work, he learnt a lesson.

kevin is still a MIA figure in peijing's memory.

Quiton still shower peijing with expensive gifts and makes her live a luxury life,but unknown to Quiton, in peijing's heart, there is only Kevin.She loves the gifts from Quiton only.

The SORRY message - part 23

Jinming was sleeping when Peijing message him in msn.

Peijing texted,
" I know you may hate me or what, im really sorry, but i hope one day if we meet, it will be a happy one."

20 mins gone, there is still no reply from Jinming.

Peijing texted again,
" you dun wana talk to me again is it? "

Her message was never replied.

The next morning when jinming woke up, he saw her message.He felt nothing at all, she is no more the reason that let him smile anymore.He believes that peijing is confused about her actions, but he told himself he must forget this woman.

Jinming closed the window of her msn, he told himself, he will never reply her message in here anymore....the more she text him the more he find her fake.

The Messenger from her blog link - part 22

Peijing seldom update her blog, it is like 3 to 4 entries for 1 month....her sisters in her blog link would read her blog once in a while.

Jenny was one of them, she is one of her sisters in her blog link. Peiying had linked one of Jinming's blog in her blog.

Jenny happened to read Jinming's blog, and found out all the things Jinming had done for her, found out all this while the things had happened.Jenny really got a shocked.

First thing in Jenny's mind was.
" haizz, another victim."

Jenny knew about kevin,quiton,johnston exist....but never knew so far away...there is still another Jinming.

Jenny read everything jinming had wrote, she decided to tell jinming about it.....so she had been using a fake name to talk him....she used kw in jinming blog and tagged a few times, makes jinming notice her.

Jinming had wondered about this kw, first thing in his mind, he knew that that kw want to tell him something about peijing....he had asked and tried to know who is kw?

All the while, after that phonecall, peijing had not contact jinming...

Peijing had actually read jinming blog a few times after their last phonechat, she posed as ...... in jinming tag board and asked him to continue to write his story, maybe peijing will be back? and at the same time ask kw, she know peijing?

Peijing had already wondered and notice this kw....but she never knows it was Jenny, one of her sisters in her blog link.

Jenny is a clever person, she created a msn account using kw as her name and added jinming in msn....she dun want jinming to know who is she.

Standby lover?

ไม่เหงาไม่มาใช่ไหม อยากได้ค่อยมาใช่ไหม
If you're not lonely you won't come, is that right? If you want something you'll eventually show up, am I right?

เห็นเป็นคนแก้ขัดหรือยังไง หยุดเลยไม่เอา
Do you think I am just a substitute of someone? Stop it, I don't want it.

ไม่คุ้มในความเจ็บช้ำ ที่เธอตอบแทน เราเป็นแฟนกันซะเปล่า
I don't deserve this pain that you've repaid me with, are we lovers or not?

อยากได้แค่ของชั่วคราว ก็เชิญไปหาข้างหน้าดีกว่าไหมเธอ
All you wanted were just temporary, would it be better for you to move on ahead?

คนฆ่าเวลา หรือค่าฉันมีแค่นี้
A person to kill your time with, am I worth only this much?

บอกฉันมาที เธอคบฉันไว้ทำไม
Tell me why are you still hanging out with me?

หรือเพียงแค่ที่ระบาย ผ่อนคลายอารมณ์ตอนเหงาใจ
Am I just someone to release your emotions and make you feel at ease when you're lonely?

อยากมาก็มา เบื่อกันก็ไป อย่างนั้น ใช่ไหม
So you come as you please and when you're bored of me, you leave like that, am I right?

กอดฉันเบาๆ แกล้งทำเป็นคิดถึง
You hug me softly and pretend you missed me.

บอกรักครั้งหนึ่ง ไม่ได้ซึ้งเท่าไร
Said you loved me once, it didn't impress me much.

เมื่อตอนที่ฉันต้องการ เธอเองก็ยังมาหายไป
Whenever I need you, you'd never shown up.

กล้าพูดได้ไหม ว่าเรายังเป็นคนรัก
Dare to say that can you? that we're still lovers...

สนุกกับใครไปวันๆ หลงลืมฉันไว้ที่ตรงไหน
You just spend you time with others. Where was I marred by your negligence?

พอทีอย่ามานิสัย ตอนจะเดียวดาย ค่อยมานึกถึงกัน
Enough, don't gimme that behaviour. When you're alone, you'll slowly realise it.

ไม่เหงาไม่มาใช่ไหม อยากได้ค่อยมาใช่ไหม
If you're not lonely you won't come, is that right? If you want something you'll eventually show up, am I right?

เห็นเป็นคนแก้ขัดหรือยังไง หยุดเลยไม่เอา
Do you think I am just a substitute of someone? Stop it, I don't want it.

ไม่คุ้มในความเจ็บช้ำ ที่เธอตอบแทน เราเป็นแฟนกันซะเปล่า
I don't deserve this pain that you've repaid me with, are we lovers or not?

อยากได้แค่ของชั่วคราว ก็เชิญไปหาข้างหน้าดีกว่าไหมเธอ
All you wanted were just temporary, would it be better for you to move on ahead?

(Interlude)

สนุกกับใครไปวันๆ หลงลืมฉันไว้ที่ตรงไหน
You just spend you time with others. Where was I marred by your negligence?

พอทีอย่ามานิสัย ตอนจะเดียวดาย ค่อยมานึกถึงกัน
Enough, don't gimme that behaviour. When you're alone, you'll slowly realise it.

ไม่เหงาไม่มาใช่ไหม อยากได้ค่อยมาใช่ไหม
If you're not lonely you won't come, is that right? If you want something you'll eventually show up, am I right?

เห็นเป็นคนแก้ขัดหรือยังไง หยุดเลยไม่เอา
Do you think I am just a substitute of someone? Stop it, I don't want it.

ไม่คุ้มในความเจ็บช้ำ ที่เธอตอบแทน เราเป็นแฟนกันซะเปล่า
I don't deserve this pain that you've repaid me with, are we lovers or not?

อยากได้แค่ของชั่วคราว ก็เชิญไปหาข้างหน้าดีกว่าไหมเธอ
All you wanted were just temporary, would it be better for you to move on ahead?

ไม่เหงาไม่มาใช่ไหม อยากได้ค่อยมาใช่ไหม
If you're not lonely you won't come, is that right? If you want something you'll eventually show up, am I right?

เห็นเป็นคนแก้ขัดหรือยังไง หยุดเลยไม่เอา
Do you think I am just a substitute of someone? Stop it, I don't want it.

ไม่คุ้มในความเจ็บช้ำ ที่เธอตอบแทน เราเป็นแฟนกันซะเปล่า
I don't deserve this pain that you've repaid me with, are we lovers or not?

อยากได้แค่ของชั่วคราว ก็เชิญไปหาข้างหน้าดีกว่าไหมเธอ
All you wanted were just temporary, would it be better for you to move on ahead?


The words above the english words is thai, this is lyrics of a thai song by am fine.

The sudden phonecall from her - part 21

Jinming did not contact peijing for a few days, the msn messages that peijing send was not replied at all by jinming.

Jinming was sad about peijing recent MIA actions, he really hoped he could understand her more? talk to her more? but whenever he wanted to knock at the her door heart, she did not answer at all.

That deleted xanga blog entry had always been in jinming's mind, he still dun understand why peijing delete that entry off, his only conclusion is, peijing scare kevin will see that blog entry, so she delete it off....jinming all the while had knew that kevin is the one she miss.Jinming would refreshed the xanga blog everytime he online, hope that the deleted entry would be back one day.

But it always end up seeing the same thing, the only entry first entry she had wrote.

On 11 sept, her 3am his 12pm....peijing gave a call to jinming....

he was in his sleep, he wondered who would call him at this time....he picked up his Nokia 73 and saw it was peijing!!!!!!!

he was so delighted and answered the call.

Jinming.
"hello."

Peijing.
" Hi, how is your LA trip? is it fun? "

Jinming.
"Nope, it was not really that fun at all."

Peijing.
" why you did not replied my msn messages? and my tag board? "

Jinming.
" oh, i was sleeping that time. "

Peijing.
" ic, do i have to pay by calling you now? "

Jinming.
" yes, of course...."

Peijing.
" then i off the line, i call you next time"

Jinming can/t bear to drop the phone.
" ermm, why not i call you now, is cheaper."

They off the line.Jinming called her immediately.

Peijing.
" yup, ermmmm"

Jinming.
" is your eyes better? u mention that your dad is in hospital in your blog? how is he?"

Peijing.
" yup better i guess, just having fever now, feeling drowsy, taking so much medicine,that dad is so call my god dad. "

Peijing.
" i feeling very sleepy now, i call you again, good nite. "

Jinming.
" can i say no? but ok dun force you,good night to you. "

After the phonecall, jinming knew she would not contact him anymore, he somehow had a feeling of something, something just brother him...dunno why....he just dun feel right about something....he was happy to recieve her call.

Jinming texted a sms to her while she was sleeping.
" my webcam had not been use since 10 august till now, it had always been waiting for someone, only that ppp, my webcam miss her."

The whole day gone, she did not even gave a reply on that sms.

Uknown to jinming, on the other side of the story, Quiton had became peijing bf, they met up almost everyday,Johnston became quite miserable, keep drinking everyday alone, he did not know why peijing wana leave her? and as for kevin, he had MIA from peijing for quite awhile.....kevin last send peijing some cookies from japan was 2 weeks ago.

None of the guys knew peijing had already had a sudden bf, quiton.

Jinming really puzzled, he still hope peijing will speak to him more like last time....he still hope to understand peijing more even thought he knew peijing will not love him cause of kevin.

The tag board/msn message part 20

Unknown to johnston,jinming and kevin....peijing had already been with quiton for a couple of days....quiton brought her lots of branded stuffs, to anywhere she like to go, pamper her just like a princess.

Jinming had decided to give up peijing, cause she really make him suffer....on the 8 of sept, she again tag in his blog.

peijing typed.
" imu, and i really meant it, i miss webcammming with you now!!! "

peijing at the same time texted jinming in msn.
" i hope you have a good holiday in LA, and i really miss you lots "

Jinming saw it, he was numb....that night he decided to forget her, he deleted her off from his msn list...but he did not block her.

And at the same time,he also delete her off from his friendster list, he knew something is going to happen....he sense something not right about peijing....unknown to jinming, quiton had already become peijing's bf.

Jinming felt rather sad to do these two foolish act by deleting her away....the only way to forget her is to dislink her, he made up his mind not to contact her....althought he delete her away...he would view her friendster and blog everyday without fail.

on 9 of sept, peijing posted a shoutout message in friendster.
"loveulikecrazy"

johnston saw it, jinming also saw it....johnston was sad to know she actually ditched him and had a bf so fast....at jinming side, he still wondered??/ he really puzzled about that message? is it to kevin?

the same day, he finally found kevin in her friendster list, the hiroshima guy that she like and always mentioned in her blog....in kevin testimonial, jinming saw a message by peijing to kevin.

11 sept by peijing
"ermmm i miss you."

This made jinming ready to give up peijing, he really hope kevin is the missing piece for her, he wants her to be happy, with the guy she really needs and like...jinming knew his chances is limited.He just want peijing to be happy.

The reappear her - part 19

On the 2 of sept...Peijing finally appeared out of nowhere, jinming had just came back to his hotel with his friends...he saw peijing online.

Jinming texted her in msn.
" hi, how are you? your eyes getting better? "


Peijing replied.
" im ok. tell you something, you dun worry ok? "

Jinming.
"ok"

peijing.
" i did not reply your sms,because im in hospital, i stay there for 1 week, cause of my eyes again...infected again."

Jinming.
" are you ok? why you never tell me at all? "

after that peijing went offline without saying anything.....

Jinming texted a sms to her.
"I DUNNO WHY??? TALK TO YOU EVERYTIME IS LIKE TALKING TO AIR, YOU NEVER LET ME HAVE A CHANCE TO TALK TO U PROPERLY, YOU JUST LIKE TO HIDE."

haizzzzz, jinming tuck into his blanket and sleep, liting was beside him, she knew this brother of her is really sad, the next day she talk to jinming.

Jinming is just too stubborn to listen to liting.