This truth really hurt him, not really cause of that guy, but the mystery deleted blog entry, till now, it is still a mystery to himself.
Jinming think of what she had told him the whole night, in his mind, he keep thinking about her and the truth.....he was asking himself..should he give up?
He dislike to be 3rd party, he thinks that if she really like him, and the hiroshima guy really treat her well....he himself should not have appear in the picture between them.
Jinming can/t do anything...this thing had been brother him all the while.
While he was writing his blog, that blog had been with him for years, he never failed to note down all the deep thoughts he had these years, no matter happy or sad.It had been part of his life.
Jinming saw a tag board message by her on 11aug,5.24am
" ppp: i miss u, can you dun look at the bad side? i never give up on you, why u giving up urself? iloveu "
Jinming was happy yet sad to see this message, he knew no matter how to compare, he is just a replacement or a standby in her heart?
He like her, he decide not to give up, he will wait....he once promised peijing that no matter what happen, he will be always by her side, always be there for her.
That night, Jinming spent a few hours reading whole of her old blog, every words,every sentence and every paragraph she once wrote.
He hope he would understand her.
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